Clement is so fucking irritating. Well, you know which clement i'm talking about. The one who fucking ask me to bj him on staircase. Ha. Who did he think he is!I would betray my boyfriend because of him? Can't he get! I wouldn't do it. I know, nobody will believe for what they see is the decent clement in front of them. Even the most decent guy can ask this kind of thing. How can i trust the man again? That's what i'm thinking before i enter this relationship. It's you who make me change my mind. No matter how many times you hurt me, i know you wouldn't cheat on me. That's how much i trust you. Can you imagine a decent guy like him can ask me when he have a girlfriend? Man;Man;Man;Man. No, he doesn't rhymes together with man. He's a BASTARD! Haha... Well, you are not the clement who ask me to bj, i wouldn't be offending you then. So, jolly well fuck off. Although my boyfriend always disappoint me frequently, in my heart i know he loves me and i love him. So which ever guy wouldn't have the chance to even tempt me into ending this relationship or cheat on him.
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A new start..
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
I've been thinking about it. I'm angry at myself for loving you so much for the past few days. But does it matter how deeply we love each other? As long as i know that I love you and you love me is enough already. Yes, i'm depressed about our relationship. But what belong to me will stay what does not belong to me will not stay. No matter how much i wanted to make you stay you'll still leave me one day. *Sorted my thinkings*
If you want to have a break, talk to me about it. I don't accept smses for such things. =)
People are able to make an impression of themselves on me very easily. But i have to learn to be independent dar. You can't be there for me all the time. Somehow, you tell me being concern about me is a form of love. But that's not the love that i wanted. I just don't know how to say. The concern you have is a brother to sister kind of concern or a lover kind of concern. I just hope you can understand what i'm talking about and really sort your feelings for me fast.
I will always love you. MuckZz...
No love can every replaced the love we shared since 20051128.
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