I guess i'm not overdoing things. He tells me his feelings for me is getting lesser and lesser. At least things aren't that bad because i know whatever happens i have my friends by my side. They're be meeting me on tuesday to see how things go. Now i understand why lovers must always be piortised behind friends. Because they are not the people who will be there for you when you're hurt or feeling sick most of the time. But you can't blame me for being blinded by love initially. I totally feel i'm not at fault but again this is only my view about the whole relationship. Let's hope things will get for the better though chances are not high. I really treasure this relationshi and didn't want thing to go wrong. But some thing especially if it involve other people is hard to control. That's when we have to accept and leave fate to control everything. If things go really bad then maybe i'll just find another guy to help me forget this pain. It'll be unfair to him thought. HaiZz... I don't know what i'm thinking.I'll go take a rest before i go tuition later...